And so it begins, as all good nights do -- the hunt, the hunt for nutrition. And, as usual, I find myself pawing through the fridge and cupboards in search of a munchable morsel. Then it occurs to me: I have a chocolate bar upstairs.

I'm supposed to be on a no-sugar/no-acid sort of diet, but as you can tell, I'm failing miserably at trying to stick with it. Today's deviation goes by the name of "Mars"; the Mars chocolate bar will forever be my great gooey friend, we are well-aquainted, you see. I should be eating yogurt.. lots and lots of yogurt, but instead I crave grapefruit and candy. I have a very funny feeling that this diet and I shall be parting ways soon enough, we're already on bad terms as it is.

For some odd reason my mind keeps popping back to an image of Zilla at the prom: purple prom dress, new haircut.. tears in her eyes and the leftovers of her haircut decorating her forehead and dress-top. Maybe I still feel guilty about how things went with the prom or something. I still haven't talked to Zilla since Canada Day (July 1st).. so that worries me a little. My guess is that I've pissed her off for the last time or something.

I sort of wonder if Zilla's more mad at me or at Pi. I find it humorous that my friends don't get along with Pi, but I get along with his friends just fine.. it seems to be a one-way wall system with this one. (But then.. my family doesn't like him much, either. I don't know about Pi's family.. I've been pretty mousy around those ones. If anything his folks probably think I'm crazy because I went off on a lesbianauge-esque stint, they're religious, so I can bet that the 'lesbian' bit went over real well with those ones. As I told Pi, right now I've decided that my main attraction is females. Would it make sense to say that I'm more attracted to females but I'm dating a male? I think that Pi's getting the idea that I'm a one-person-atta-time sort of girl -- this past two weeks alone I've had plenty of chances to demonstrate my attractions to my own gender, I just didn't take any.)

Thinking of Pi (who has been sleeping a lot lately).. note to self -- gotta wake that boy up in the afternoon, I'mma gunna drill him on how he likes his bank. I'm thinking that I'll head down to the bookstore in the morning, let the lady there know that I'm (!)seriously(!) interested in obtaining a job, head over to Pi's and think up more from there. (As I've said before, with Pi.. there's never a dull moment.)

I'll have to watch "May" and rewatch "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" (my kind of movie) again so that I can give those two movies back to Pi sometime soon here. (I might even try to con my mom into watching "Eternal Sunshine".. I was really impressed with that movie, lemme say!) Personally I don't get why most of the people I've talked to about "Eternal Sunshine" say it was a real yawner.. it was a fairly good-paced film. Heck, I'm suprised that more people didn't take interest in some of the weird little twists to the movie. Call me drippy, but that was one movie that ended well and made me sort of happy. Memory-altering is a well-worn topic, but hey, I found it entertaining....

Must remember to get bus tickets.
I should update my book/movie-lists.
Ho-humn.
Soon I sleep, yes.